Your Inner Demon
Your head is filled with the lies of the world and it has turned into a sick game that you live in all by yourself! Sometimes there are things in your life that you just need to let go of! You thought for a split second that you were going to be in bliss when the whole time you were in absolute denial. But you hold on to your denial and refuse to wake up in the real world. Everything that you thought was so blissful wasn't really anything at all and it is now stirring inside you and eating at your core. Why do you do this to yourself? Why do let your weakness get the better of you? Why can't you grasp that it is not the world against you, but your sick mind against the world? Your own denial and incompetent mind has led you to believe in something that never was. You've built this fantasy land around yourself and continue living in a world that is destructive to your own life.
You are finally coming to the realization that only you are left in your fantasy land and that what you thought you had, you never even had at all. Because of your own blinded mind and inability to determine what was and what wasn't you are now in a desperate plea to succumb others into believing your fantasy. While you think the world around you will believe in your fairy tale, you continue to try and block reality and dwell in your own self pity.
The world is right where it should be. We all live the day to day reality and watch in disbelief as you slip through the cracks and try to bring others down with you. It's a sick world out there and you have to be strong and believe in the goodness of people. Wake up!
It makes me to sad to think that you have nothing else better in your life than this sick fairy tale of a life built of lies and self betrayal that you have created for yourself. It makes me sad to think that your parents must have not expressed the love and care needed as you grew into your adult hood. I almost sulk at the fact that you seem to need this fantasy land in order for your life to continue on a day to day basis.
I hope that soon you will discover that here is more to the world than worrying about others and what could have been. There is a world of peace and love out there waiting for you, but you need to grasp it by yourself, no one can take you there. And I can tell you that no one will even begin to lead you there unless you can breathe in the air of reality and leave the make believe destructive past that you have created.
LET GO! Don't you want to move forward in your life instead of staying stagnant waiting for others to join your fairy tale? Don't get caught up in the gossip of evil, break free and enjoy the real life that lies waiting for you ahead...far ahead. Stop worrying about others and for once worry about yourself. You will not have the power to make or break the world of others, but you do have the power to make or break yourself and right now you are breaking yourself and no one wants to be around a person who spreads lies to try and better themselves. So I hope one day you find it in you to make yourself a better person. Until then we will watch you make a mockery of yourself!
What a joke!
You are finally coming to the realization that only you are left in your fantasy land and that what you thought you had, you never even had at all. Because of your own blinded mind and inability to determine what was and what wasn't you are now in a desperate plea to succumb others into believing your fantasy. While you think the world around you will believe in your fairy tale, you continue to try and block reality and dwell in your own self pity.
The world is right where it should be. We all live the day to day reality and watch in disbelief as you slip through the cracks and try to bring others down with you. It's a sick world out there and you have to be strong and believe in the goodness of people. Wake up!
It makes me to sad to think that you have nothing else better in your life than this sick fairy tale of a life built of lies and self betrayal that you have created for yourself. It makes me sad to think that your parents must have not expressed the love and care needed as you grew into your adult hood. I almost sulk at the fact that you seem to need this fantasy land in order for your life to continue on a day to day basis.
I hope that soon you will discover that here is more to the world than worrying about others and what could have been. There is a world of peace and love out there waiting for you, but you need to grasp it by yourself, no one can take you there. And I can tell you that no one will even begin to lead you there unless you can breathe in the air of reality and leave the make believe destructive past that you have created.
LET GO! Don't you want to move forward in your life instead of staying stagnant waiting for others to join your fairy tale? Don't get caught up in the gossip of evil, break free and enjoy the real life that lies waiting for you ahead...far ahead. Stop worrying about others and for once worry about yourself. You will not have the power to make or break the world of others, but you do have the power to make or break yourself and right now you are breaking yourself and no one wants to be around a person who spreads lies to try and better themselves. So I hope one day you find it in you to make yourself a better person. Until then we will watch you make a mockery of yourself!
What a joke!
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