How Do You Make Me Feel?

There are so many different people that make us feel worthy in so many different ways. And there are so many people that could make us feel capable and worthy but don't. Why do some choose to make us feel a certain way and some don't feel that we're laudable or worth their time? And why do some not make us feel a certain way when they try, but yet others make us feel that way when they don't even try at all?
Now don't lose me here. If you need to re-read that, be my guest. I need you to understand so that you can attempt to feel the way that I am feeling right now.
One person can make me feel so delightful, yet this person is earning that. They are the type that actually tries to make me feel this way. This person will go above and beyond and will continue to do it because they know they are making me feel good.
Then there is that person who also tries to make me feel good, but doesn't make me feel good at all. This person continues to seek a gratified reaction and continues to keep their eye on the goal even though they may not attain it.
There is also that one person that doesn't try at all, but yet there is something about them that just makes me feel like I'm on cloud nine. This person will either enjoy that they can make me feel this way without doing anything at all or they could be that one person who honestly could care less.
And there is always that one person that doesn't try to do anything at all, and yes, doesn't do anything for me at all. This person usually is only known as that person, if you know what I mean. And they actually might be that person that I wish would try to do something or make me feel some way just so that I might try to connect with them, but yet if they're not willing to try then why do I even care? Weird huh?
There is also that person that I thought could make me happy, but when push comes to shove, just doesn't have the potential to please me at all.
And of course, there is that person that I just didn't think had it in them to enlighten me, but has blown me away by the feelings and emotions they have been able to bring out of me.
Why is it that sometimes I long for the person that I wish could make me happy but really is not doing so at the current time?
And why do I push away the person that is making me happy?
People are very enigmatic, emotional, abstract, and ambiguous living creatures and I am definitely one of them. While I continue to wonder why certain individuals have the capability to bring out different aspects and behaviors within me, others around me will probably not even notice that I notice how they do it.
And while I continue to question why those certain others around me don't try to bring out undeniable sensations that they have the potential to bring out, I will sit and ponder how long it will take them to realize how much more enjoyable their life may be if they just try once in a while.

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