The Words YOU Could Never Say
Ever meet that person that just captivates your mind in a way that everything else around you becomes non existent? Ever wish you could tell that person how you feel but are unable to due to some known or unknown force that prevents you from spilling your guts?
Well now is your chance... I want you to tell that person how you feel, get it off your chest... let the sappiness flow. All you have to do is comment below... you can choose to leave your name, or you can do it anonymously (for those of you that might have a girlfriend or boyfriend and don't want to get in trouble). Share with others your un-confessed love and read others newly secretly confessed love for someone else...
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If there is that one person you have been dying to tell off, give a piece of your mind to, hell... I want to hear that too, and I'm sure everyone else would as well. Have fun guys, LETS HEAR IT, FINALLY!
Well now is your chance... I want you to tell that person how you feel, get it off your chest... let the sappiness flow. All you have to do is comment below... you can choose to leave your name, or you can do it anonymously (for those of you that might have a girlfriend or boyfriend and don't want to get in trouble). Share with others your un-confessed love and read others newly secretly confessed love for someone else...
OR...
If there is that one person you have been dying to tell off, give a piece of your mind to, hell... I want to hear that too, and I'm sure everyone else would as well. Have fun guys, LETS HEAR IT, FINALLY!
You are so fake, just to hearing your voice makes my eyes roll! You have your nose so far up the boss’s ass that all you can see is colon. I have had to cover your ass more times than I can count and in return all I get is a plastic "thanks so much". You want more money for the work you do, but that would require you to ACTUALLY work. You follow behind your manager like a lost puppy dog and make her do half of your work for you. Your director even questions why he hired you. To think, I offered to switched desks with you so you could get more done but i don't think we could get any work done in a white room with nothing but you and your laptop. You have no skills and your family has almost cost me my job. Good luck is all I have to say, because some day, people will see through to who you really are.
ReplyDeleteYou carter to my every need. You love me unconditionally. You give.
ReplyDeleteYou drive me crazy. You tend to be lazy. You yell way too much.
After nine years, nothing ever changes and that is why I love you.
Thank you very much for your comments... deeply appreciated!!!!
ReplyDeleteI still see you in my dreams. I wonder if we were still meant to be. If you came knocking at my door, I don't know if I could close it in your face. I know I long for something that is no longer there, but I contiune to long.
ReplyDeleteCould you still love me? Do you ever think of me?
You have to be the center of every conversation. You do not know how to to communicate with more than one person at a time. You are loud. You think you know it all. I wish i could sream "shut the fuck up" in your face. You use your low selfesteam as an excuse for your ways, rather making any changes. I welcome you into my house and grit my teeth the entire time you are there. How do I tell you "I hate you"?
ReplyDeleteI am so MAD at you right now, and for the last few weeks since you came back into my life for a fleeting second. How can you do that - at this time, when I am engaged and about to be married, when it's been 9 years since we've been together, when I have been dating someone who is good for me, is better than you, who doesn't make me cry, who will do anything to care for me...and after all that it took to get over you - after I became a shell of myself and tried so hard for years to crawl out of it and get to a place where I could never forget you, but I could live without shocking pain going through me every time I hear your name, or a song, or a memory...how can you come back NOW, now that you know I am sane without you, and tell me you still love me, have never loved any one like me, took our letters and pictures and memories around with you everywhere you moved the last decade, ruined your last relationship because she found your pictures of me, cried to your mother when you heard I was engaged, would rather be alone than pretend to be happy with someone else - HOW can you possibly bring that to me NOW?! What do you expect me to do? I cannot and will not be the fool that gave up all that I've worked so hard to gain...for you...not again. Not after the hundreds of times I already lost pieces of myself for you. Not after all the memories that are laced with pleasure and pain, but won't diminish in my mind. What would that be like, what would I do...I would be a fool. There was a time when I would have. ANYTIME but now. Why didnt' you say anything earlier, why did you go for years in silence, and how dare you warp my world by telling me this. And WHY why why am I so upset with you...why are my feelings so instantly alive with this, why am I even weighing in the smallest area of my mind what it would take to be with you again. Why does it feel like I just saw you minutes ago. Why can I remember the color of your skin, your eyes, the tilt of your head, the curve of your hands, as though you were standing next to me...damn you! I wish you were man enough to have sucked it up and never contacted me again. Great that you got your feelings off your chest - and dumped them right onto mine. I hate you and love you so violently at the same time. But I've never loved anyone the way I loved you. And I'm afraid of that. ...Adapted from a poem that I can't remember the name of, by an author I don't know...there are pictures of us ...etched into the backdrop of my mind, elongated silhouettes growing farther and farther apart, our golden edged finger tips always touching.
ReplyDeleteI hate the person I become when you are in my life. I feel like I own you and am jealous of anyone that threatens the amount of time I get with you. I let you use me so I can feel needed. I feel like I chase you around like a lost puppy dog. Why do I even still care about you? I wish I could move on with my life. I know you have nothing to offer me and probably do not even care about me but I find myself still addicted to you. You ARE my addiction. You are unhealthy for me. I get a high for the few moments that I feel like I mean something to you and then I keep wanting more and more but it is never enough. Why can I not be strong like I was the first time I walked away. How and why do you draw me back in? I romanticize what we were and what we could be with none if it being reality. Why can I not tell you these things? Why can I not just walk away? I wish I could tell someone all for this, but they will all pass judgment, because I too, know this is crazy. I become an insecure 14 year old girl who would be willing to walk away from everything in her life for you. It scares me and should scare you. I wish I knew have to break this hold you have over me. I know this is not love, love could never be this dysfunctional. Is it obsession? All I have ever wanted was for you to tell me that you loved me even if it was just for a short period. That I truly meant something special to you. I don’t know why it matters, it just does. I need to know that I actually made some kind of impact on your life. I think it is because of the impact you had on my life. I don’t want to become that crazy girl who crash her car into the wall just to get your attention again. I hate that I wait for an email, text or call from you. Why would I waste my time?
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