Fantasy
Who would of thought that we were one of the same...
Same thoughts
Same fantasy's
Same wants and desires.
So many times of exchanging glances I thought I could read your thoughts but wasn't sure till now. So many times interpreting the body language, but not sure it was directed at me. I thought it was there but could not bring myself to cross that line. I never thought we would allow ourselves to be on the same page.
Was it inevitable or is it driven by the lack of compassion in our lives? Are we to blame or is this what you get when you feel shut off by the other side. I feel somehow it was rooted from within ourselves but buried deep only to bare itself in this moment.
Do we embrace it and face the risk or do we shove it back down the hatch and lock the key. We are right where we want to be. Now that the evil has revealed itself for us to see it seems too hard to cover it up.
It feels so good but I know it's forbidden. Doesn't it seem that the fact that we're not supposed to engage make it all the more desirable? If you could, would you take the opportunity laid before you?
Just one moment
One desire
One want
One fantasy
Explored
Will it be all that we hoped? Will it fill that lust that we are currently missing? Will it send that chill that we have been longing for? Will it kill the fantasy?
Or will it be the breaking of something that we have been holding onto? Will it make us realize that it wasn't all that it was cracked up to be? That the empty compassion that we are faced with is better than an empty fantasy? Will we regret the selfishness that we are about to embark on? Will we forever kill our fantasy?
To hold on or to let go... of the fantasy.
To act upon or forget... the fantasy.
Will the other side never know or be ruined... by the fantasy?
Do want or do you need... our fantasy?
Lay to rest or be haunted... by the fantasy.
The look, the racing heartbeat, the rapid breathing, the touch, the chill, you, me, the release of the truth, but the building of lies... I'll capture you in... our fantasy.
We will forever be broken by the fantasy whether we decide to or not.
Same thoughts
Same fantasy's
Same wants and desires.
So many times of exchanging glances I thought I could read your thoughts but wasn't sure till now. So many times interpreting the body language, but not sure it was directed at me. I thought it was there but could not bring myself to cross that line. I never thought we would allow ourselves to be on the same page.
Was it inevitable or is it driven by the lack of compassion in our lives? Are we to blame or is this what you get when you feel shut off by the other side. I feel somehow it was rooted from within ourselves but buried deep only to bare itself in this moment.
Do we embrace it and face the risk or do we shove it back down the hatch and lock the key. We are right where we want to be. Now that the evil has revealed itself for us to see it seems too hard to cover it up.
It feels so good but I know it's forbidden. Doesn't it seem that the fact that we're not supposed to engage make it all the more desirable? If you could, would you take the opportunity laid before you?
Just one moment
One desire
One want
One fantasy
Explored
Will it be all that we hoped? Will it fill that lust that we are currently missing? Will it send that chill that we have been longing for? Will it kill the fantasy?
Or will it be the breaking of something that we have been holding onto? Will it make us realize that it wasn't all that it was cracked up to be? That the empty compassion that we are faced with is better than an empty fantasy? Will we regret the selfishness that we are about to embark on? Will we forever kill our fantasy?
To hold on or to let go... of the fantasy.
To act upon or forget... the fantasy.
Will the other side never know or be ruined... by the fantasy?
Do want or do you need... our fantasy?
Lay to rest or be haunted... by the fantasy.
The look, the racing heartbeat, the rapid breathing, the touch, the chill, you, me, the release of the truth, but the building of lies... I'll capture you in... our fantasy.
We will forever be broken by the fantasy whether we decide to or not.
The willingness to express the true feelings that are struggled with, the honesty to deal with inner desires no matter how complicated they maybe, the openess to confess passions that may jeopardize everything that one possesses, causes a person to boldly realize the truth of what they want and who they are, and that, that TRUTH, is what truly define's them and their worth....
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